side rant

woke up at   9:45 am and stayed in bed until 11-12ish that's when i got up to make something to eat , i had made cheddar cheese ramen with shrimp and bits of kimchi  it was good tho it nearly killed me lol. Then after eating i started to clean up a bit around the living room , mom came home at 3;19 and we had a short chat before i went back up to my room to charge my phone  then after it was full i got dressed , said bye , and locked the door before walking to the library which I'm here now:)  .now I'm here again writing this , it's hotter than last time i was here then again i don't check the weather like i\m supposed to . like last time after i leave here I'm going to the gas station for snacks ,  i only go after  because the  library doesn't  allow food or drinks which.. duh obviously  , i thought about going beforehand and just keeping it in my bag but   i don't want  I  anything to get smashed or get warm while I'm here  ,  I want everything to still be cold . yesterday i was  asked  about doing photography as a job bc of my  camera , i told my ma although i like  taking pictures and just photography in general... i don't think i like it  enough to have  it to be my career there's a lot of stuff i like that she's suggested that I should turn into a career and  I don't disagree with her  it's  just i  don't  think I'd be  good at them especially with  MY anxiety and constantly  freezing up once i have to talk to people . prime example: streaming or doing youtube , But  she keeps pushing and i keep telling her i can't , bc Imo i don't think i have what it  takes to keep people entertained and engaged nor do i think i have the personality. im not funny nor do i have things to show off , the most i have is like memorabilia from my last schools i went to and my mothers cd's 

Late blog ?

 woke up yesterday at 1:00 and got up to go to Walgreens to take photos for my passport along with my mother. Then we left Walgreens and went to the grocery store for spinach dip & cracker for her and while she did that I went to family dollar and bought two Monster high dolls (Frankie&clawdeen). after we were done we drove home to chill before getting back up to go to the gym at 4:00 to avoid a large crowds. I got up first and went to get her so we could go , when we got to the gym we were unfortunately turned away as we we were told there was stuff that we had to have filled out/set up before coming even though we had a pass. We ended up leaving without any issues and decided to go to dairy Queen and just work out at home instead , we got our ice cream went home and brung our mats outside in the sun to work out. We stayed outside for maybe a good hour before deciding to pack it up , got our stuff went in the house, I went upstairs in my room while my mom watched tv downstairs and got her bag ready for work the next day.

new post on here

 soo I'm sitting in a library writing this because i don't have my own computer yet , I'm saving up to get one. as of right now I'm just chilling in here , it's really nice and i miss sitting in a library and going on the computers. later after i leave I'm gonna walk to the gas station for some snacks then head back home and maybe watch a movie until mom comes home. oh on a good note , i passes summer school! don't ask why i was there...i got sloppy with doing my work. more on that later tho. now I'm just enjoying the rest of my summer , I've been wanting to start a blog since forever but i don't really now how that goes so for my blog it's just gonna be my thoughts/how my day went/rants/plans/random stories/and etc etc. nice to meet you all